Surviving this life....




I can tell from your eyes that you have been crying forever..
and the skies above means nothing , they are just mirror...

I don't want to talk about it , how you broke my heart

If I were to stay a little bit longer , Would you listen to my heart ?


A non-partisan .. I am still burr what it meant , actually... cheh..,



I was with the Chairman of the PDA- I customised and installed a system for them to make it easier and faster to retrieve data of the members, He too ada cacat ,he is an OKU , he cant hear you but he can read your lips ,but he looked normal and very successfull. ..We have to count our blessing , bersyukur .Aku pun ada cacat sebab aku terlibat dengan golfing , aku 18 handicapper, cacat jugaklah kiranya , aku cacat lebih teruk , aku tak ada keluarga . Aku mandul ?. Cacat jugak kut , mandul ... aku al manduli , bukan al-jubuXi ... 


At the end of the day.. I got some token , a small sum but meaning full...

Another story .. also at rumah kebajikan... >> Read

FYI, kecuali aku , yang lain dlm gambar di bawah is Master in their field, they master the holy book , aku ... aku master cap ayam ! Tabek anak anak ..., you make your parents tenang already , aku ... cuma menumpang berkat.

dan.. Tuan S S.. doa ikhlas saya ... selamat maju jaya .







"Sometimes we are forced in directions that we ought to 
have found for ourselves."

"The world is a book, and those who do not travel read only a page", entah mana punya binawe qouted. 

Yet I would go so far as to add that those who travel but do not see , would not have seen much at the end of the day. Travelling the world  is great but travelling the world with a heart is greater ..



( me , having high tea with someone high but not
that high  ma !.. he he )


( and below , I was with the maulana ...  a holy
man ... , holy , his attar 4 kati , it took me 7 days
to smell me back after seing him - Subhanallah )



and I picked from somewhere , life is a journey not a destination., to put it more elegantly.. elegant or not , one has to work hard to put the food on the table at the end of the day,







The Art of War Quotes 

“Appear weak when you are strong, and strong when you are weak.” 

“The supreme art of war is to subdue the enemy without fighting.” 

“If you know the enemy and know yourself, you need not fear the result of a hundred battles. If you know yourself but not the enemy, for every victory gained you will also suffer a defeat. If you know neither the enemy nor yourself, you will succumb in every battle.” 













Sometimes.. it matters to understand this phrase .., not financial standing , but to understand this to a better understanding.. Understand ?

"Sometimes we are forced in directions that we ought to 
have found for ourselves."
Dalam bahasa mudah .. masuk disco takkan nak pakai jubah/kurta kut, sheikh., jadi drebar teksi takkan nak pakai bra sahaja kut , bro !, dah di takdirkan bawa teksi takkan nak cakap pasai bio diversity kut , cakaplah pasai Siti ....

                             This man advice Miss Ventura about life ... in Maid In Manhattan., Miss Ventura tu lah tunang aku yang tak jadi tu, J.Lopez , adik Lopez D'Squirra tu , yang tawan Melaka tu..... Jo tu !My love dont cost a thing tu ....


"To serve people takes dignity and intelligence.But remember, they are only people with money.And although we serve them, we are not their servants.What we do, Miss Ventura, does not define who we are.What defines us is how well we rise after falling."


"Sometimes we are forced in directions that we ought to have found for
ourselves. To serve people takes dignity and intelligence, but
remember, they are only people with money. And although we serve them,
we are not their servants. What we do, Miss Ventura, does not define
who we are. What defines us is how well we rise after falling."





... and HOPE ..



And this is about hope...


          Remember , hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies.

 

About missing someone he really cares !

I have to remind myself that some birds aren't meant to be caged. Their feathers are just too bright. And when they fly away, the part of you that knows it was a sin to lock them up DOES rejoice. But still, the place you live in is that much more drab and empty that they're gone. I guess I just miss my friend.








To hope or not to hope !



Nantilah kita kupaskan... lapang lapang nanti .


 HOPE is something inside you that,they can't touch, they can't get to, they can't FUCK with. Who's they?(The world, including yourself).


 Hope can and often is a dangerous thing, and can, and may drive a man, insane.

 I have to grapple with the very two conflicting sides of Hope everyday, and each and everyday

I found out more about how both of those guys are dead on about it. All.


. Andy was a man of hope. With hope comes happiness, because you're always anticipating and having a purpose for your present.


 He was right, mere hope with no outcome time and time again can drive you insane, but more importantly, having hope always can keep you going, even if there is never the outcome you want.

You may die in the state that you had'nt wanted, or your hope, as dangerous as it was, couldve lead to your death, but you died happy, or atleast more happy than the 'sane' and 'secure' man who didnt have hope. But at the end of the day, everyone ends up dying, so why not live with hope and in turn happiness than without hope. 

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